Sometimes, living in Nebraska makes me wonder if I'm really in America or just stuck in a vast rural landscape.

Just a little outside the city, endless plains and cornfields stretch out, and watching the cattle slowly walk through that scenery calms my mind. Even when there's nothing special to do, just looking at that view makes me feel like my thoughts are being organized. It's like I'm practicing self-discipline without anyone telling me to.

I'm currently working in tractor parts sales. At first, I started this job just to make a living through a friend's introduction. But strangely, it's becoming second nature to me. Talking with farmers about when to plant seeds, when to harvest, and how their farming equipment breaks down gives me a sense of their life's rhythm.

Some people are in a hurry, but most are laid-back. Starting with small talk about the weather to discussing this year's corn conditions, it often feels less like sales and more like chatting with a neighbor. Sometimes, I wonder if this is my true calling. It's not glamorous, but there's no need to lie, and the products I need to sell are clear.

Life in Omaha is simple. At night, it's quiet, and on weekends, it's more calm than bustling. At first, I found this quietness frustrating, but over time, I've come to think there's no greater luxury than this. However, I don't meet many people, which leads to more thoughts about how I want to live and where I should go in the future.

I still consider myself young. My health is good, my job is stable, and living costs are low, so I'm saving a little money each month. Lately, I've been thinking about Oklahoma more often. It's south of Nebraska, has more land, and the cost of living is relatively lower. The fact that agriculture is central there aligns well with what I'm doing now.

Someday, I want to move to Oklahoma and live a more relaxed life. I don't have big ambitions. A house, a car, and an environment where I can work like I do now would be enough.

Looking at the endless plains makes me wonder if life should be like that too. It doesn't need to be too complicated; it's okay to take it slow while looking far ahead. Omaha in Nebraska has taught me that.

What does it matter how things turn out? If I don't like Oklahoma later, I can always come back or move to Texas. Living here, I definitely feel like I'm reaching a state of enlightenment.